\chapter{Nobodys Savior} \by{Pro-Swordbro} My grandma always said I'd be nothing. I'd approach her with an aspiration, she'd mock, criticize; ``You're too dumb to be an astronaut'', ``How you gonna rap if you don't know meters?''. She was french. I miss her. I am a police officer. My name is Luke Bavarious, badge number \#25912. I used to freelance, I saw the worst this cruel polluted world could offer me. Drug users; marijuana in their veins and hatred in their eyes, crooked cops who took bribes and sold justice to the highest bidder, I think I even saw a man with a tail once. However, what worried me most was what was staring back at me in the mirror. I bought a new gun recently. From some punk kid in an alley, handed him a couple crumpled twenties, he handed me this Beretta. It felt solid in my hands, the metal was cold, cold as this goddamn December night. I walked out toward 42'nd street with a fresh bulge in my coat pocket. Something had happened here, the memories wouldn't come. They rarely do. It's hard to hold on. My last night in my practice was in this neighborhood, I thought. Probably busting some drug ring, mabye saved some old lady from a mugger, or some old drunkard from himself. Word around town is someone's killing kids. Stabbing them with a knife, impaling them from behind. A child told me, his name was Julian. When I heard this I vomited. According to this kid, someone with a cross on his neck and a knife in his hand was following him and his little friend. Julian's mom came to pick him up, he begged the mom to take his friend home. The man had made himself scarce. Him and the mom drove off. I gazed around with my eyes, everything was quiet, it was still; it was as still as it was quiet. How am I going to find this sonofabitch? The police sure as hell aren't, the ones who are not incompetent are all marijuana addicts, no help they are. It was up to me, Luke Bavarious, badge number \#25912 to find this demon, to avenge these horrible deaths. My phone rang. ``Just let it ring Bavarious, whoever it is would provide no help'' RING RING RING I surrendered to it, flipped it open. Luke. Yes? I might have something on that knife wielding maniac you are always talking about. What? Some guy with a crucifix was murmuring to himself near Biddick Park, this afternoon. *click* It was a few hours until morning, The sky was vomiting snow as I walked to my apartment, the snow crunched under my combat boots. I haven't eaten in days, I can't keep anything down. I tried to watch TV. Something scary was on, It was alright. As I got up after the movie ended, I could practically swear I saw a face in the window. A face. I'm losing it. I gazed at the clock, it was 6 at night. Where had the time went? The stairs proved no more than an organized hill for me, I exited into the street and made my way to Biddick Park. People looked at me with admiration in their eyes, and why wouldn't they? I'm a hero, I'm a {\ldots}savior? No, not that far. I fingered my Beretta in my pocket. I thought in my head of Julian as I approached the dimly lit park, a more brave witness there never was. Goes to show that kids need to be respected and listened to. I noticed a man leaning against a building. He was wearing a Run DMC shirt, I immediately recognized that as a rap group, I'm quite interested in black culture. I had a hunch he wasn't my man though. It was then I noticed a man following a child, twenty to thirty feet behind, My experience taught me how to spot a tail. I used to be a cop. I took a route to intercept him, something gleamed in his hand, this is him. I approached him, and held my Beretta to his head. ``You there, turn around!'' I shouted. He pivoted and glared at me, a cross dangling from his neck. This was it, this was the man who had murdered that kid. His eyes were gleaming black, I gritted my teeth to keep the vomit down. He made a sudden move suddenly, bringing his knife up across my neck. I fired at him. My neck vomited blood. His neck vomited blood. There was nothing I could do but sink down to the ground, lying in the snow, my monster beside me, gurgling; blood? vomit? whatever. ``You know, you and I aren't that much different'', he giggled. Suddenly I was sobbing.